Imagine a world where you can have whatever you want.
There is no limit to how far I can walk, how far I can go. Endless roads with endless characters on every corner.
Endless lips to kiss, and lips to endlessly kiss.
A limitless supply of boredom if I want to, an infinite stock of energetic productive impulsiveness to tap into.
Every kind of food – enough food to surprise me everyday of my life. To have food on my plate, to experience it differently everytime. Same food, different taste, different food, same tasteā¦ but different.
Textures. Patterns. Schematics. Schemes.
Things to avoid, things to dodge, things to brighten, things to pet.
Something new around every corner, a warm jumpscare, a familiar type of brick, a hairstyle that makes me smile.
Colors of every kind, somehow never boring. Beds of every kind of comfy, sofas to crash on.
A reframable world, looking at me as I look at it – non-judgingly. Whatever I justify, this world will allow me to do it.
The deepest most tragic loneliness, next to the deepest most wonderful loneliness. All in the palm of my hand. Whatever I choose for myself.
An endless experience machine.
As the moth flies over my head at midnight, I see the light.